heyy. i'm just a little girl from a little town. i do stupid shit and my brain is all sorts of fucked. that's all.
You know when you a take a bath and you let the shower keep going, until the tub almost over flows and the water runs cold. So you close your eyes and lay down and begin to let it drain, and with each breath, in, out, in, out, the water shrinks an inch, and you feel heavier with each pulse and you begin melt into the tub so that when the final bit of water spirals down the drain, you realize you are glued to the porcelain. And you lay there, wet and relaxed and solid, and not slowly, but also not suddenly, you begin to realize you want someone, someone damp and comfortable, to come into your tub and lay with you, and wrap themselves around you and sleep quietly with you for all of time and then you realize you’ve never made love.
have you ever liked someone so much you started hating them